''More Than a Crush'' ..i said

 

I see her handle like almost every time,and it didn't actually matter, like mean something to me....  until i actually met her..Just one meeting ..and now she means the whole Galaxy to me.. she is my soul and system... i call her my ''Solar system'' and the funny thing is that i had no idea that i would feel something for her... *scoffs*  That something actually means Everything to me... It feels like this moment actually defines me...like the moment..Life actually chooses to smile at me..Life they say isn't about the  amount of breathes you take...but about the moments that take your breathe away, this moment is my moment  for life...I'm breathless...held bound by this mysterious feeling. Goddammit! I'm writing a love letter! For Christ's sake! this feeling isn't normal..But I don't wanna miss this, cuz i don't care..... if i get hurt or not...  this feeling  actually is what Most Love stories are based on..Many Love stories..Hollywood flicks.. Shakespeare stories can relate to this! They  take a leap... hoping while at it.. they fly.. some have tragic ends....while others beautiful beginnings I really...really do hope... Ours can be something...people can refer to... Something we can tell our kids... . Something that our daughter would hope  to find... something that she can tell her friends...in college... that Yhh i want my love story to be like my dad's and mum's... Almost anything is possible if we believe. I have known her just for a few days...Nd it feels like I v known her all my life...Now i see her  handle and i smile... i see her come online on Skype and My day is Made... Sighs..            

Bad love letters beg for love back.. but a Good love letter ask for nothing back..but Just to be read.

That One Song''

Funny isn't... how a song can take you back to a place.....a moment..... in the past... and those same feelings you felt......all coming back like a carousel............Crazy sturv ..i swrrr!
Some move me to tears, some move me to broad smiles, some to being mushy, warm, fuzzy thoughts of frndz, some to deep sadness, nd even some to ''righteous anger''....basically a spectrum of emotions. The meaning behind anyone's favourite song is usually relative to that person's experiences and when or where they first heard the song. I have a hundred and one favourite songs.... cuz i could swear...... what ever they were singing....the lyrics..wordings ...they were talking about me. So therefore i say this ===> Everybody has something to live for. I love for the thrill of my Favorite song............ My Favorite song?? c'mon like seriously?? .. Hehehe thats for me to know.... and for you to find out...

Attitude?

So high ...I swear I'm gonna Nose bleed...... At this point...... Gravity can't hold me down.. I cant feel my legs no more...... No ma'am ..this isnt something you can relate to ... to really understand You need to be ME ...Seeing things from my own Perspective... F&%k it! oOpz pardon my french'... But Everything looks sooo Good from here ... It's like i'm untouchable ....Niggas be all up in my business.... but i'm less bothered cuz' i'm all up here nd shit... i cant hear them ..... i see their mouth moving tho' ...nd their eyes gazing up .. Haha Whatchu saying dude? .. Your bitch called me a player? Oh please! Tell me something new.... Brehh...brreeee....breeee... What?? what?? whats that?? ... Nothing? Oh.. yeah thought so too!

Attitude? ???????

OVERRATED!

As a child, growing up was something I had always looked forward to. Damn 'wish i could ride that car.. the way my elder bros use to' i said to myself. As a child I thought... If only i could grow up, and leave the house, Be free... do what i wanna do.. Sighs .. How naive i was! Now I'm all grown, Is it what i expected it to be? HELL NO! Overrated YES. First of all' I was taught 'go to school ...get good grades and You'll find a good job, But at this rate... Things ain't looking rosy at all! The Unemployment rate outside is appalling, so many graduates trooping out of schools every year, yet No Employment opportunities .. Therefore School is Overrated. Now 'Love' is highly Overrated. Hollywood movies 'got us to believe that Once your in love, nothing else matters... i must say' that is very incorrect! If its that way' Why do we fall in love with someone and then fall out again? ..shouldn't a girl marry her first love? If truly love is what it is really portrayed as .. Why isn't there many love stories? ...Therefore Love is Overrated. In total 'Maturity is Overrated. Sometimes i wish i could just go back to when i was little, and back then, all i ever wanted to do was to grow up , now i'm all grown...Now what  i really want to do is to go back. sighs .. Life is truly Overrated.

I Have A Dream....

I have a dream...... Haha very funny! well i'l like to see myself as the modern day Martin Luther King .Jnr. Last Night i slept, woke up this morning feeling like Martin Luther King Jnr. Not that I have a 17minute speech that would change the Black Race, Hehe Martin did that already, But that 'i have a dream' too! Enormous Similarity between Martin and I ....Gosh.. He is Black and so am i.... Sighs.. He changed his name... Micheal to Martin........nd i.? Hehe You know this! .. *Fans self* Phew! Soo soo much i tell ya!.. And oh' he is Male too.

Now the Mind is the center of Imagination.. Exploit it! It's Yours! Edgar Cayce once said 'Dreams are today's answers to tomorrow's questions. ' No matter how 'Unrealistic' your dream is... It is achievable! Hey didn't you Think it up yourself? Then You have the capacity to Make it happen. All our dreams can come true, if we have the courage to pursue them. Be brave, Be 'cocky' YES.. Be Bold to a Fault! 

 You want to know who to believe in?
                                     -Read the first word again.

 Hey Dream a Dream Today..........

Laurie Blue Adkins ==> Chasing Pavement

'Should i give up, or should i just keep chasing pavement even if it leads no where' , Music Fanatics would surely know this line......Or should i say Adele fanatics???. Chasing Pavement her second single which was released on on 14 January 2008, two weeks ahead of her debut album, 19. The song reached number two on the UK Chart, and stayed there for four weeks.  Chasing Pavement 'A fruitless activity. Trying to achieve something that is destined to fail, usually as a result of blind hope. But this phrase 'chasing pavement' was misinterpreted and this misinterpretation in urban dictionary caused the song to be banned by several United States radio stations. The song was referring to an incident that occurred after a Adele had a fight with a former boyfriend and she was running around the streets at 6AM aimlessly and she thought to herself what you are doing is chasing pavements(sidewalks in U.S.A.).
  In 2009, "Chasing Pavements" won the Grammy Award for Best Female Pop Vocal Performance, and was nominated for the Grammy Award for Record of the Year and Grammy Award for Song of the Year.

The song obviously was her best off the 19 album.  What heartbreak can do to someone.... *sighs* But then again it gave her 8 Grammy awards....!!! A sorta heartbreak Girls wish for .. YEAH? .. :D

Titleless....

Went straight to d counter ..ordered 4 a chilled soda. Sitting down and sipping my soda ..and then all of a sudden ..my knees knocked.* ..toes twirled.* ..Holy sweetness!.. I saw the most prettiest thing in the whole world, a girl....Dark, with a pretty smile and her gaze was stuck on me! and smiling too! Oh jeez.. Adrenaline rush.....  There she was still smiling and looking at me ..Gawd!. I couldn't just sit there, so i hurried up my soda and eloquent as i could possibly be, I stepped towards her ..beaming with smile and then suddenly, her aunt...sister ..maid..?. Couldn't tell came to get her ..and as if something dropped ice in my heart ..i starred ..my smile freezed..as she was helped up ..and in her right hand was err...a rod? a..stick .! ..which she used to pave way 4 herself ! ..YES INDEED ..a blind cutie.. Jeez! ..I was so mad... But ..For what? ..The fact that she was blind? ..or that She fooled me? .. Wasn't really her fault. I stepped towards her, and introduced me... err ermm **Whats that noise** Zzz.bzzz 'Wade wake up' ..My rommie's voice .. Oh crap! 24/2/2012 .. Bus 327! I yelled .. :( arrgh Jon...a...son